Self Hatred & the Matrix Train dream

[Link to this video teaching: https://youtu.be/sESICM4Lg-k ]

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I had asked the Lord to help me with the topic of self hatred, because it was asked of me if I had done a video on that subject— to which I had not, but had touched on it multiple times over in other videos.  This is that subject, and the matrix that humanity is caught up in— that facilitates exaltation of the false identity/carnal identity and nature.

To begin with— let’s break down ‘hate/hatred’ in the scripture.  And then determine what God hates— because God does, indeed, hate.  But what is it that God hates, that we should hate?  And what is it that God does not hate— but we find in scripture, and people’s lives— that we are exalting in/of hatred.

Hate according to Strong’s references, first; and then according to the dictionary.

H8130 – Hate

Hebrew: שׂנא

Transliteration: ώânê'

Pronunciation: saw-nay'

Definition: A primitive root; to hate personally: enemy, foe, to be hateful or a hater— odiously (extremely unpleasant with disgust) or utterly (completely— to the utmost).

KJV Usage: hate (136x), enemies (3x), enemy (2x), foes (1x), hateful (1x), misc (3x).

H7852 – Hate

Hebrew: שׂטם

Transliteration: ώâţam

Pronunciation: saw-tam'

Definition: A primitive root; properly— to lurk for/after— that is to persecute: - {hate} oppose self against.

KJV Usage: hate (5x), oppose (1x).

G3404 – Hate

Greek: μισέω

Transliteration: miseō

Pronunciation: mis-eh'-o

Definition: From a primary word μῖσος misos (hatred); to detest (especially to persecute); by extension— to love less (lovelessness): hate (-ful).

KJV Usage: hate (41x), hateful (1x).

• To hate— is to have a lovelessness toward someone or something, detesting it/them, coming against as a personal foe (odiously— with extremely unpleasant actions, and with disgust, as well as utterly— or completely— to the utmost) ; and persecuting them; which means to— pursue after to cause suffering (nothing like doing the devil’s work for him, eh?)

G1377 – Persecute

Greek: διώκω

Transliteration: diōkō

Pronunciation: dee-o'-ko

Definition: A prolonged (and causative) form of a primary verb δίω diō (to flee; compare the base of G1169 and G1249); to pursue (literally or figuratively); by implication to persecute: ensue, follow (after), given to (suffer) persecute (-ion) press toward.

KJV Usage: persecute (28x), follow after (6x), follow (4x), suffer persecution (3x), misc (3x).

• Beloved— WE OUGHT NOT BE DOING THAT TO OUR TRUE IDENTITY/PERSON!!

• That is what it is to be ‘in league with satan.’

Judges 21:25

“In those days —there was no king in Israel: and every man did that which was right in his own eyes.”

We MUST have a King in Israel (Jesus Christ, YahShua Ha Mashiach) —and do what is the Father’s will, right in HIS eye (judgment).

There are things we are to hate— as God hates certain things: let's see what he hates.

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Things God hates

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God hates— indeed he does: but what God hates— we do not have to exalt or be given to: in Christ Jesus— we can overcome all of these.

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Proverbs 6:16-19

“These six things doth the Lord hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto him: a proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, a heart that devises wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, a false witness who speaks lies, and he that sows discord among brethren.”

Proverbs 8:13

“The fear of the Lord— is to hate evil: pride and arrogance, the evil way, and the froward mouth —do I hate.”

Proverbs 9:8

“He who sins against me— wrongs his own soul: and those who hate me— love death.”

Isaiah 61:8

“For I, the Lord, love judgment— and I hate robbery for a burnt offering; and I will direct their work— in truth; and I will make an everlasting covenant with them.”

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Psalm 119:104, 28

“Through your precepts— I get understanding: therefore —I hate every false way.  Therefore I shall esteem all your precepts— in all things— to be right; and I shall hate every false way.”

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1 John 3:13

“Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hates you.”

John 15:18

“If the world (spirit) hate you, then you know it hated me before you.”

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We do not need to be given to these things— for we are to be given to Christ Jesus now; and indeed— he has been given to us (as the gift of God).

We do not need to be overtaken in a fault; but instead— we can be given to overcoming the wiles of the devil, darkness, and the evil ways of: pride, lying/deception, dealing unjustly of others in their innocence, having a heart given to wicked imaginings (false identity and nature upheld), and being swift to run in mischief; or one given to lies and false witness (which means witnessing satan through us instead of God holy and true), or one who causes division to the house of God— because he is upholding the wrong nature and identity (the self little god nature and identity).

We begin to come out of this— by exaltation of the Word and Truth (Jesus Christ); and in this— we hate evil (not God, godliness, truth, and the real reality of life in Christ Jesus, and under him): and in this— pride and arrogance are dealt with as we humble ourselves to him, to the truth, and are washed at our foundation (inward parts) by his truth and person (this is sanctification in and by the truth).  And the froward— or wayward, leading away from Christ Jesus and the truth— mouth will be dealt with; for it spills from the still en-darkened heart: but Jesus came to overcome the works of darkness in us, and indeed— has overcome the fleshly heart: and brings us a new one (his) to live by and from.

He who moves apart from God in his nature and leading (sin) —does wrong to his own soul; for we can do nothing apart from him (only yoked in agreement with him, and by his lead): and indeed— this man loves death (estrangement, and being apart from God).  This is overcome— when a man will be given to the way, truth, and life of Jesus Christ— instead of his own unregenerate heart and soul life (the false impostor identity that man upholds— when he upholds the carnal nature/mind/way).

The Lord loves good godly judgment— and he hates robbery or plunder by violence (the Strong’s definition) —as a burnt offering: which, spiritually means— the Lord God desires HONESTY and AUTHENTICITY from us, and not walking in the false, or as satan does— offered back to him from our souls: and in this— if we will come through his reproofs, his corrections of his love— he will direct our works— IN TRUTH: and uphold an everlasting covenant marriage relationship with us.

We are to HATE— EVERY FALSE WAY; and we do this— by upholding him in his precepts he teaches us, his ways, his truth of his person; and we gain understanding then, and thereby enter into his righteousness (the right way).

And beloved— the world spirit hated Jesus (the truth and righteousness) before it hates us (the vessels who are to bring it forward): do not let the spirit of error reign in your vessels: CRUSH IT/HIM and ITS/HIS INFLUENCE WITHIN YOU: for it seeks to utterly destroy your soul: BUT— our Lord, Jesus Christ, YahShua Ha Mashiach— is given, as the gift to us, and through his Holy Spirit— SEEKS TO SAVE YOUR SOUL, AND TO THE UTTERMOST!!!

• Let’s partner with him, and the real and true identity in him!!!

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Exodus 20:1-7

“And God spoke all these words, saying— I am the Lord your God, who has brought you out of the land of Egypt— out of the house of bondage [H5650: a bondservant to].  You shall have no other gods (Psalm 82:6, John 10:34) before me.

You shall not make [H6213: accomplish, advance, appoint, be/become, bear, bring forth, commit or deal with, deck oneself, do, dress, execute, exercise, fashion, finish, fit, follow, fulfill, furnish, gather, go about— govern, grant, hold, journey, keep, labor, maintain, meet, observe, be occupied, perform, practice, procure, requite, serve, set, show + sin, work as a workman, yield, or use] —unto yourselves— any graven image [H6459: idol— carved or graven, which means in dictionary definitions: shaped, produced, inscribed, establish oneself through hard work(manship), be permanently fixed in one’s memory or mind], or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven [G8064: the lofty higher ether where celestial bodies revolve] above, or that is in the earth [H776: land, field, ground] beneath, or that is in the water [H4325: water— figuratively juice, and as euphemism— urine or semen] under the earth.

You shall not bow down [H7812: worship— prostrate, pay homage to royalty or a God/god, fall down and humbly pay obeisance to, reverence, and worship] yourselves —to them— nor serve them [H5647: work for— as a bondman/bonded man to, as a husbandman keeping labor unto, serving self to become servital in worship]: for I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God [H7067— qanna (kan-naw): jealous; and the Hebrew meaning of the word is: God is zealous and committed to us in the most honourable way and with the most noble of intentions] —visiting the iniquity [H5771: perversity or moral evil, mischief, sin] of the fathers —upon the children [H1121: fruit born, young ones] unto the third and fourth generation, of those— who hate me [H8130: make personally to be my enemy, foe— odiously (extremely unpleasant with disgust) or utterly (completely— to the utmost)].

And/but —showing mercy [H2617: kindness, piety, reproof, beauty, good deeds, pity, favor] unto thousands of them —that love me [H157: have affection for— beloved, like a friend], and who keep [H8104: hedge about, guard, protect, attend to, are circumspect unto, take heed to oneself, be a keeper of, mark, look narrowly unto and observe and preserve, regard] my commandments [H4687: command— collective law or ordinance (authoritative order and decree— his word(s) spoken and relayed) and precept (a general rule intended to regulate behavior or thought)].

Thou shalt not take the name [H8034: position, appellation (see appeal), honor, authority, character, fame/renown] of the Lord your God— in vain [H7723: desolating, as evil, to ruin, or morally guile (deceptive or evil), as idolatry (which means— false), useless or otherwise known as vanity]; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless [G5352: to be clean, bare, extirpated— destroy completely, acquitted, blameless, innocent utterly and wholly] —who takes his name in vain [H7723: desolating, as evil, to ruin, or morally guile (deceptive or evil), as idolatry (which means— false), useless or otherwise known as vanity].”

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The break down of this scripture:

Exodus 20:1-7

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First of all— he is to be our Lord God; which is to say— our leader, and main headship over our lives, in whom we are given to: this is a reverence statement and title.  And he is the one who brought/brings his people out of Egypt— which is idolatry, and enslavement to other gods (entities that are not the one true God— upheld unto man in worship of).  He brought us out of bondage— which means being a bondservant to other gods being exalted: we are to have NO OTHER GODS —before— him: which means— exalted above him, preeminent in the Lordship of his people.

Now— this means ‘us,’ as we are little gods, and he told us so:

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John 10:34

“Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods?”

Psalm 82:6

“I have said— Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High.”

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We are considered gods— because we are made in the image of God, can reason for ourselves, independent of him, as like he conducts himself— and rule and reign our own vessels with which we find— ‘right in our own eyes.’

Judges 17:6

“In those days there was no king in Israel, but every man did that which was right in his own eyes.”

Living an identity that is separate from him, as a little god (is born of satan, he would not be ruled by the Lord, but led himself as his own god, determining for himself what was right— in his own perspective (eyes): and we become this, with his counsel— if we follow suit by him leading us, from within our faculties.  And it all happens because— there was no King Jesus exalted in Israel— or the house/vessel of God: and thus— man will believe his own leading: and this is truly satan’s leading, by his seeding us with his counsel, ways, nature, mind, and actions— leading us into a false, idolatrous, impostor identity: the carnal nature exalted within a man— that makes that man into the image of satan’s nature: this is where self loathing/hating, depression, suicide and more comes from: it is where darkness is exalted within, and it needs the cleansing of the word of God to sanctify us in the truth and life of Jesus Christ: this is the ‘way’ lived within.

We are not to be accomplishing, advancing, appointing, becoming, bearing up and forward, governing, granting, procuring, serving, and setting forth and showing ourselves coupled with sin— and the workmanship of, as we yield ourselves to the carnal identity and nature: this is the graven image.

The image that is carved out by us— shaped, produced by our own hand (it’s supposed to be by hand of God forming us), inscribing upon ourselves, establishing ourselves— through hard work(manship) to do so, into permanently fixing in our memory or mind; any likeness of any thing that is lofty in the ether, or made of the flesh (earth), or is moving from beneath (the water, the Spirit) of God’s seed (Jesus Christ) within us— in our soul lives (earthen vessels).

We are not to worship, pay homage to (which means reverence), as ourselves being royal or a god, falling down and humbling ourselves to reverence and give obedience to— OURSELVES: the self identity as a little god that is separate— not in union with God, nor under him as authority figure in us (as our God and Lord); but indeed— is the image of fallenness, the false identity, and satan’s nature and counsels; to which one has yoked himself up to in affiliation with, and exaltation of.

We are not to SERVE ‘them,’ the spirit beings backing this identity; nor are we to yoke interior identities to these spirits, and serve them— like they are our husband we serve in the earth (soul).  For God is jealous— committed to us in the most honorable way, and with the most noble of intentions toward us.  

By serving our own carnal nature— we serve— ‘them.’  

And in turn— not the Lord God, Jesus Christ.

The Lord— will visit this iniquity upon the children of disobedience: disobedience, here— in Ephesians 2:2, means— obstinate, rebellious, unbelief [G543].  This means— to those who will be obstinate— against his truth becoming alive in them (Jesus Christ, the Word of God), and to those who will not believe on him— but will rebel him and the truth; they are those who uphold the lie, the separation, the darkness— satan’s influence and counsels upon their hearts and souls in the earth; and they are given to loving satan (or the carnal nature) —as love is your affections and affiliations to one being or another, as they are exalted or reverenced: and thus— the perversity of moral evil upheld— sin, is passed through the lineage line of these people: the fruit born of this nature and person; because these people are hating God: which means— personally becoming the enemy of the truth of God, the way of God, and the life of God (in Jesus Christ) being exalted within them; and instead exalt the alternative— the SELF god.

BUT…..

To those who will turn around, seek his face again, come into the truth— and exalt it and him; he will show MERCY— kindness, piety, beauty, good deeds of pity and favor— AND REPROOF: reproof, found in his mercy, means….. 

Reprove (from the dictionary) —disapprove of (a conduct upheld), and thus— reprimand or admonish. 

In the Strong’s concordance in scriptures: 

H8433 – Reproof

Hebrew: תּוכחת תּוכחה

Transliteration: tôkêchâh tôkachath

Pronunciation: {to-kay-khaw'} to-kakh'-ath

Definition: From H3198; chastisement; figuratively (by words), correction, refuting.

H1606 – Reproof

Hebrew: גּערה

Transliteration: ge‛ârâh

Pronunciation: gheh-aw-raw'

Definition: From H1605; a chiding (scold, admonish, lecture, call to account, pull up and go at, or ‘take to the woodshed—’ in modern terms of a spiritual spanking: rebuke.

G1650 – Reproof

Greek: ἔλεγχος

Transliteration: elegchos

Pronunciation: el'-eng-khos

Definition: From G1651; proof conviction: evidence, reproof.

2 Timothy 3:16

“All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness.”

So, when we hear that all scripture— all of the Word of God, all of Jesus is for inspiration of God, and, is profitable (sufficient and successful at) for teaching (doctrine), AND for bringing forth a conviction to change us around, by scolding his children in his counsels (lecturing them), calling up account of their actions that are contrary to him and his, and taking them to a spiritual rebuke (spanking); which is chastisement— and a portion of HIS MERCY.  For if we are walking off the cliff, and about to fall head first (namely through exaltation of our own headship within us) —and into the pit: HE WILL DESIRE TO ARREST THIS DEVELOPMENT and WALK— by bringing us the mercy of his corrections, via his Holy Spirit— who is taking us from a spirit of error, into being the gloriously liberated (from the spirit of error— the carnal self god) —into the freedom of being a child of God: all through doing our diligent service of casting down the idols/self god, and all the demonic behind that identity; and instead— find our being in Christ Jesus.

Those who love him— obey him; and this is better than any sacrifice we could offer him: handing ourselves up ‘as’ the sacrifice, in obedience to his Spirit, and the life of Jesus Christ— IS LOVING HIM: when the true identity is upheld within us (Jesus, the Word of God).

His mercy (including correction) is brought to those who love him.

Hebrews 12:6

“For whom the Lord loves— he chastens; and scourges every son whom he receives.”

If HE loves us— he will correct us, and he will whip us into shape (scourge): or else he is not receiving us: which means— we are not given to his conviction or corrections: for those who are led of God— are the children of him: we have the reasonable service to do unto him— in obeying his headship, rebukes, corrections, conduct, precepts, teaching, and life: this is to ‘not kick against the pricks’ of his headship in our lives (like Saul, who was convicted, turned, and walked and abided in the truth from hence forth; and thusly was renamed [because a new conduct came forth— a new man], now Paul; who teaches us all— via his humble life lived to exalt our Lord Jesus Christ, and the truth).

We are to not only love him (obey him and truth, exalting both within us); but this is done by guarding, protecting, attending to, and being circumspect to— the narrow way walked; which is to hearken unto him (not our carnal, little god nature, enforced by dark spirits): we are to keep his commandments— which, in Strong’s H4687 means:  his command, and his authority over us, and his decree— or words given; and his precepts or general rule intended to regulate (or govern) us in our behavior and thoughts.

And we are not to take his name (his position in our souls, his honor, his authority, character he has given us— and he himself lives, or his renown) —in vain: which means….

We are to be as he is: holy, righteous, separated from the spirit and identity of error— and wholly restored to our proper person— in and through Christ Jesus— and the truth upheld, returning to our proper form: not perceived as useless, empty, ruinous and walking in moral guile:  in deceptiveness, idolatry, and the false identity (but in the truth: the life of Jesus Christ and his form/nature).

Those that just will not uphold him within— in his truth and nature (way) —righteousness, coming to separate themselves from the spirit of this world— the spirit of error (the carnal god upheld, that identity); the Lord God will not excuse them from the fact that everything (in Christ Jesus) was given to each man to uphold him; he made the way possible for this.  These people will be not guiltless before him— at the judgment— because they did not uphold him within, but upheld the other option: the carnal god.

It is only those who exalt the way (nature and path of righteousness), the life of Jesus (the word of God), and the truth (real reality) —that are on the narrow path of salvation in the earth (soul): and the Lord is desiring —TO WAKE US UP TO THIS: so that his desire would come forth— that men would not perish, but repent (turn around, see his face, and exalt him and the truth within them), and be saved: thereby acquitting them, counting them blameless, innocent utterly, and wholly— in the life of Jesus Christ: as he is exalted within these vessels/souls.

Taking him in vain— is to not believe, reverence, exalt, or be given to; and indeed— be given to the self regulation, exaltation, being a little god: he said we were— left to our carnality, and not him: for we are designed to be as God is in operation— but we have been given to the fallenness; and need to give ourselves over to him (Jesus) to be cleaned up and reformed again.

When we partner with him in this— we are saved, recovered, reformed, brought into unity with him; as we give up governing ourselves, leaning on our own understanding, and walking as self gods (in the power of).  

• And are now— given to another: the Lord Jesus Christ, the truth, and the way: and are now— the children of God.

Philippians 2:9-11

“Wherefore God also has highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: That at the name of Jesus —every knee should bow (that’s us), of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.”

Psalm 103:1-2

“Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.”

Psalm 34:3

“O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together.”

Psalm 148:13

“Let them praise the name of the Lord: for his name (his character, person, and way) —alone— is excellent; his glory is above the earth and heaven.”

Psalm 113:2

“Blessed be the name of the Lord from this time forth and for evermore.”

Psalm 138:2

“I will worship → toward your holy temple (we are to walk clean with him), and praise your name for your loving kindness and for your truth: for you have magnified your word —above— all your name.”  (He is magnified ABOVE us, and all other things; his name— is his Word, and his Word is above all others: Jesus Christ: we must exalt him as such.)

Isaiah 25:1

“O Lord, thou art my God; I will exalt you, I will praise your name; for you have done wonderful things; your counsels (he is to be counseling us in the truth and person of Jesus Christ) of old— are faithfulness and truth.”

Colossians 3:17

“And whatsoever you do in word or deed (including how you perceive things, and whose mind you exalt within you) —do all in the name (the way, truth, and life) of the Lord Jesus— giving thanks to God and the Father by him.”

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The Matrix Train dream

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The dream will be detailed in this spot on the video, but suffice to say— it is condensed into people living within a matrix, given to the facade of the matrix, seeking to be delivered or restored, but so deeply involved with believing the matrix; that they overlook all the signs that it is not the real reality, and indeed— need to get OFF the matrix train: for it will only take you deeper into the matrix.

To come out of it— one must come to Jesus, step into the truth by calling out to him to bring us into all truth; and thereby— live the truth (and within him) —and thus be freed from the matrix: that is what the Lord through me is attempting to do with his ministry.

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Regarding his ministry in/through me

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I was talking yesterday with a dear sister about the different veins of service the Lord’s ministers work unto him and his body, by his lead.  For the Lord sends those to us who need what he is working (of works) through us.  For me— the Lord is efforting at working a workmanship within me, at this time, where there is a balance to bring forth all things unto all sides of God (as he brings forth of revelation of Jesus Christ), and a fully balanced understanding of him, his love, his truth, and his righteousness.

I am called to make disciples— as he has called me into his Masterbuilder, apostolic and prophetic ministry— of priests; as he builds his body in the earth (his temples), and brings them into maturity— to the full stature of himself within them.

As I am called to raise them up with him, as he fills his vessel to do so, of the Father’s works; I am called to bring forth his edifying and encouraging love, truth, and righteousness: it is the love of God to warn, rebuke/correct, turn an individual— back to his face, reveal his and their true identities, crush the works of darkness where they are found, exalt the truth and his name (his person’s character, disposition, demeanor, and fruit of his conduct— in who he is) in the earth (earthen vessel, and unto other earthen vessels), and bring forth— what is his righteousness being fulfilled in us.

So, having said all of that, it means— he is desiring that I know him as the Apostle over all other builders of the body— laying with him, by him, to the foundational work within each man (or congregation); as well as the heart, mind, and will of God (prophetic) being brought forth— in reproofs (turning from one direction, to head the other), in warnings— wake up calls, in the will of God being brought forth in the lives of his body in the earth: unto a pure priesthood, under the headship of the King.

In this ministry he is doing with and through me— we must bring forth God’s true identity (found in the life of Jesus Christ), as well as OUR true identity (found in the life of Jesus Christ); for the false identity is idolatry (as defined above in Strong’s definition H7723, of vain).

His desire for us is to leave idolatry behind, and walk in the truth: this is the true person of Jesus Christ, and to have our being— being— found in him, and not in a false identity we exalt (soulish man leaning into the carnal identity, the false identity): this is what salvation is; the saving of man from the false identity, and worshiping ‘it,’ instead of our Lord Jesus Christ: and being found alive within him— in our true identity.

Acts 17:28

“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets (prophets) have said— For we are also his offspring.”

When we will not find our being— in his being— we will be lost, dead, and needing not only repentance (to be turned another way, and unto him); but we will be needing revival (brought back from the dead— the false, idolatry, worshiping the other option, other than the life of Jesus, and our true form); and that is exactly what our Lord is desiring: to turn us around, for us to behold ‘his’ face again (not ours in our carnality, and the soul life we created of our own through the carnal nature— that brings death, as we become our own kings with a kingdom [ways in which our kingship/headship/self godship is conducted within; is not the kingdom— within a man?)

I will love you— fully and properly; in bringing us into remembrance that— Jesus has come to SAVE MEN’S SOULS: and this is that work— to turn us again, to return us, to his face, countenance, and life: and then— for us to be found living there (inside of him and his life, and him and his life— the only life found within us in action and exaltation).

Numbers 6:24-26

“The Lord bless you, and keep you:  The Lord make his face shine upon you, and be gracious unto you: The Lord lift up his countenance upon you, and give you peace.”

The only way for man to be at/in peace— is when the Lord Jesus is able to shine his countenance upon a man (his person, as we behold him, exalt him within— as what/who we are focusing on); it is the only way a man will be changed into his image, likeness, and form again— at a structural foundation upon the Cornerstone himself (being broken of the old nature/man, as we fall upon [in reverence] the Cornerstone).  But if we will not— he, and his countenance (person in all his glory) will be seen as offensive (opposed), and a Rock of stumbling: and this Rock/Person, Jesus Christ— will crush to powder this identity of persons (because it is the false identity being exalted within a man).  If this man does not come out from walking out the false, as a man stares at himself, exalts himself in an idolatrous identity that is the false, the carnal, the opposition to all that is God and godliness; this man will fall (that king and kingdom built within), and this man’s fall will be great (and it should be— if peradventure this man shall be saved).  If he wills not (cannot be reproved and turned around) this man will perish for eternity: and our Lord does not desire this.

I say all of that— because if one is loathing and hating oneself: one is found in the idolatrous identity, the false identity of the carnal identity; and our Lord is desiring to expose this (as self hatred— where satan dwells— in the flesh); and bring us out of this, a complete turn around (heading the opposite direction— which is exaltation of Jesus Christ inside, instead of the soulish man given to carnality of self focus, and in the wrong nature), in order to save a man in his soul life.

• A man cannot hate God, and love God— at the same time: a man is serving one master or the other at all times.  And if a man is hating themselves— as the image of God (that we are made in, and reformed back into, by the hand of Jesus); then this man is hating God— as he hates himself; to which we were created in the image of.

• The truth is— a man, when hating his own life— is not hating his REAL LIFE, as made by God in our true form.  A man is hating the false identity, the soulish life given to the carnal mind being exalted, lived, believed, and thereby— worshiped (believing one is not made as God is, and one is not beautiful in his true identity— as God is: this is the big lie, the trap, and the area that needs turn around: repentance, crucifixion of this nature/mind/belief/false identity, and denial of this self, independent from God, different from God— character and actions of— being exalted within a man: this is the saving of a soul).

Numbers 6:24-26

“The Lord bless you, and keep you:  The Lord make his face shine upon you, and be gracious unto you: The Lord lift up his countenance upon you, and give you peace.”

This verse, this ability for God to bring us into, and under his shalom and shalem— is because we will look upon him, be transformed into his image and likeness again— by his image, likeness, and person, again; and will thereby be exalting him within, his mind, his truth, and righteousness (as we slay the idolatry of self exaltation— in focus upon self as a god, instead of unity with God, as one with God, looking and beholding his face [alone], as we find our life being lived right out of him, and he living right out of us): this is the salvation of a man— as he shines his countenance upon us, as he is LIFTED UP within us (as we in the self, independent of him, identity— is crushed, and we become one with his life); and in this— we are blessed, enriched, freed, restored, recovered, and unified with God once again: as we were always meant to abide and find ourselves: kept— of the Lord, no longer— our own keepers as little gods who exalt the carnal nature (self hatred, God hatred, image and likeness of God— hatred— found within us, exalted: now— cast down, crucified, and Adam and Eve’s mistake— rectified: as we are found to be being— as the Lord God is once again— THROUGH HIS LIFE EXALTED WITHIN US; and no longer the separated life (carnal life, nature, mind, computations, false identity); but now— we, who are as one— with God himself: as he is exalted within a man, and allow him to Father us, teach us as Rabbi, and walk after him— as our Lord and master of our vessel: son— to Father, student to Teacher, bondservant of love, truth, and righteousness (in proper identity) —unto our Lord.

This is what he is after— exaltation of our true nature, shape, form, conduct, reasonings and computations— led of him, returned to him (as a man loses the self identifying— through self [or separated] thinking and reasoning: this is what it is to make the Lord most high ‘God’ within; and what it is to have him return us to shalom and shalem— within us, by his life.

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Shalom & Shalem

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Shalom and Shalem: They share a common root— Shin-Lamed-Mem, of the Hebrew word.

Shalom— peace, wellbeing, harmony: wholeness.

Shalem— whole, complete, safe, or peaceful, intact and fully finished (in Jesus: made free!)  A complete and harmonious state.  It can also be used in the context of making something complete or whole, like fulfilling an obligation or making restitution.

In essence, ‘shalem’ is the root concept of wholeness and completion, while ‘shalom’ builds upon that to express —a state of peace, well-being, and harmony that arises— from that completeness.

The Lord Jesus Christ is attempting to accomplish ‘making us,’ in his workmanship— whole and completed— IN HIM: we must join him in this, and lay ourselves down to him (worship him), in order for him to do this: which will require killing, completely destroying— the carnal nature and old man: letting our lives come forth in him— of the One New Man— in/of Christ Jesus.

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Let me show you a verse out of second Samuel, 22:41; and let me speak to you of the spiritual implications here (as this what the Lord speaks to me).

“You have given me the necks of my enemies— that I may destroy them who hate me.”

Spiritually speaking— a neck holds a head(ship) upon the shoulders.  With Christ Jesus being our head(ship), the person in the relationship who is exalted to lead by his Lordship in our lives; we are given to our husband, and we behold him as we look to him in all things to lead us.  And so, thus— our ‘neck’ is the union place where the ‘body’ joins the ‘head(ship)’ of Jesus Christ (as we share one heart— in the body).

So— if we are speaking of taking out an enemy (spiritually speaking), at the neck: we are stating that some head needs to be cut off at the body, or shoulders (where the government of the divine meets the body in the earth); and we need a new head.

Samuel— in spiritual terms, is saying: We need to have Christ as the head of us, cut our self independent head (identity) off, and then— shall we live as the peaceable body within the earth (realm of the soul); and shall be returned to life in Christ— living within us now: not I that lives, now, but Christ in me.

Samuel is saying— WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO DEAL WITH THE TRUE ENEMY: Satan and his counsels, headship, and identity— being exalted within us (the carnal identity); that we should live there no more, exalt him and ourselves as gods no more, and be given to the TRUTH, and RIGHTEOUSNESS (which is exaltation of the truth within us, lived and adhered to), which is the life of Jesus Christ.

We must exalt Jesus within— and the joined existence of oneness with his life: or we will live the separated existence, the carnal nature— with its mindset and beliefs and exaltations; and we will be not at peace, set at one again with him, at quiet rest (which is the definition of shalom in the Strong’s): peace.

We have a reasonable service to do— which is to be born again in spirit, and reformed in soul, to carry out the life of Jesus, the truth, and righteousness in the earth: and this is accomplished when we through the self identification (what satan tricked Eve and Adam into in the garden fall); and recall— we were originally in God’s image, and one with him (albeit— immature); and we now have the ability to return to this— and become mature in the life of Christ Jesus being exalted within us.

• Self hatred— comes from satan; is born from exaltation of the wrong god(s) in our souls; and our Lord Jesus comes to enlighten us to this, and save us from this counsel of satan being upheld within: this is why, as Romans 8 details out to us— We are not of those who are led of the flesh any longer, but of the Spirit of God: we are the only ones who can truly kill the independent identity, and exalt the unified identity with Christ Jesus— as we exalt him most highly regarded one within (God).

Looking at our self through the lens of satan— is the carnal nature being exalted: and it results in seeing what he speaks over us, and as he sees us (less than, missing the mark, unsaveable, different, broken, defiled, not worth it); and yet— Jesus died to bring you back into himself, and back home: YOU ARE WORTH IT!  And in your RIGHT MIND (not the reprobate one, the carnal) —you shall know the love of God toward you; and you shall know to exalt him within you— meaning— you are to live within the truth: and the truth is— you are with him, and he’s returning you to your right mind, right conduct, right beliefs, image, and likeness— as he is— in the true identity.

Self hatred comes from the devil— and it is a symptom of being in league with the devil, having altars (heart postures) aligned to exalt him and his ways (continued looking and beholding what he’s sending your way in thoughts and beliefs, as they are believed); and it will require repentance, renouncing of covenants (agreements you live by, where he’s leading you to hate your true identity/person, and God’s true identity/person), and a breaking of those heart postures (altars) where you are given to him and those beliefs upheld within you.

• Self, or, true identity hatred— must be killed by YOU.  And it’s killed when the false identity (satan) is dealt with, as being exalted within you, gaining access through the carnal nature— still alive, exalted, lived, and believed— within a man.

• Self, or personal hatred— is really satan’s hatred toward your identity as God made you; and he seeks to keep you bound to him— through your continued belief that you are not with God, being reformed back into your true identity and likeness (alpha— he began you, and omega— he will finish you out again, taking you full circle); and keep us facing this facade and mask worn (carnality, and the face of the false identity— as we walk in, among, and tied to the matrix) —so that we do not behold the countenance of pure love, pure power to save, pure truth and righteousness— the only real identity— Christ Jesus: because if a man will exalt Him, instead of the false self that is believed to be as satan is— then this man will be SAVED, and SAVED TO THE UTTERMOST, and regain HIS POWER OVER satan —BY THE LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST BEING UPHELD WITHIN, and LIVING FROM HIS VESSELS.

• Self hatred is CRUSHED (satan is crushed) —when the ONE real life is upheld within: the life of Jesus Christ, his workmanship, and his reformation process to bring us into all truth again; as we become one with his Spirit, exalted within— via the TRUTH being exalted; as the carnal nature (satan’s nature and counsels/mind) IS CRUSHED AND DESTROYED: hence— the emergence of the true identity in Christ Jesus coming forth in us— as his life is the one exalted, in union with us, as we follow after him (exalt him).

2 Samuel 22:41

“You have given me the necks of my enemies— that I may destroy them who hate me.”

WE— are to crush satan, through the life of Jesus (the foundation of his life and the truth lived) within us, being exalted: it is our reasonable service, hence: Romans 16:20.

“And the God of peace —shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen.”

The God of Peace— the God of setting one at one again with himself, quiet, and at rest now: this is the power of shalom, and the power to crush satan, and save a soul to the uttermost: SHALOM, SHALOM!

G1515 – Peace/Shalom in Hebrew, and Eirene in Greek

Greek: εἰρήνη

Transliteration: eirēnē

Pronunciation: i-rah'-nay

Definition: Probably from a primary verb εἴρω eirō (to join);

peace; by implication prosperity: one, peace, quietness and rest + set at one again.

H7965 – Peace/Shalom

Hebrew: שׁלם שׁלום

Transliteration: shâlôm shâlôm

Pronunciation: {shaw-lome'} shaw-lome'

Definition: From H7999; safe— that is figuratively well, happy, friendly; as well as welfare— that is to be in health or prosperity (abstractly), to be at peace: perfect, resting safely, whole and wholly.

His grace is sufficient for us— and he shall crush satan under OUR FOUNDATION (which is him, and us upholding the truth, abiding in the truth, and keeping his command in our lives— Lordship over us, exalting him and his truth: righteousness lived); and this will require us to live within the truth— not the false identity, lies, deception, and the idolatry; which is when we will hold another up within us— that is not the Lord God, nor his Truth.  

The truth is— HE IS WITH YOU, FOR YOU, and GIVEN UNTO YOU.  We need to be WITH HIM, FOR HIM (living in the truth/his person), and GIVEN UNTO HIM: and this is our reasonable service— and as well— how satan is crushed in our lives.

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The ways of darkness upheld within

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Depression = being given to satan’s counsels, mind, knowledge, ways, and life.

Suicide = being given to the spirit of death as one’s savior, and comes form the exaltation of depression within a man. 

• Depression can be overcome (as it is a spirit[s] that are counseling a man); with which a man has come into covenant agreement with, and a renouncing of this covenant (breaking it), as well as altars crushed (heart posture given to this), as well as a complete about-face unto the exaltation of the life of Jesus Christ, founded in the truth— is required: but in this enlightenment/understanding— one is saved, and saved to the uttermost in their soul (mind, emotions, beliefs, reasonings, and from idolatry of another god exalted within them).

Self hatred/loathing = focus on self, through satan’s perspective, listened to, adhered to, upheld within (of HIS NATURE and HIS PERSONALITY); and it will need to be killed: this is taking up one’s cross, denying the self (separated, independent of God) identity, crucify it— whilst simultaneously exalting that the gift of the life of Jesus Christ has been given to us for just this workmanship; and he indeed seeks to carry us through this, and unto being saved to the uttermost— from the wiles, entrapments, counsels, and covenants— with satan and death.

So, depression, a spirit of death, and loathing the true identity that God made us as— comes from satan.  Understand— IT IS NOT THE REAL YOU; but you have, indeed— GIVEN YOURSELF OVER TO IT: the false/idolatrous identity of satan, upheld within— AS IF— it be the ‘real you,’ that he made you to be: IT IS NOT THE REAL YOU— and indeed— is the reprobate mind of the flesh (gifted to us of satan and his seed within us).

WE CAN, and indeed MUST— crucify satan’s identity (the false identity) within us; and uphold the one, true, God— Jesus Christ, his life, his identity within us— as we follow after him: being many brethren born of him, after him: the one new man in Christ Jesus being birthed forth: a corporate vessel, born of the multitude of people giving themselves over to him— in the earth (realm of the soul life: now of the Spirit life lived— in Christ Jesus): the real identity coming forth, and in maturity of a full stature.

Without man’s cooperation— yoking to the life of Jesus Christ (to be born again/anew), as we yield to him (in his truth and person) —we will remain separated in a state of death (estrangement), living apart from him: we must be given to him and the truth being exalted within us: but in this— WE CRUSH SATAN (the false identity, backed by spirit beings and their nature) UNDER OUR FEET (the foundation of the life of Jesus Christ exalted, and lived— within us).

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Trauma and deliverances

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Trauma sustained within a man—  is not the ‘what’ that happened to us.  What happened to us was merely a traumatic event.  

Trauma sustained— is the holding onto of the traumatic event— as it is feared/honored, strengthened within a man, like holding a mirror up to see it, reinforce it, and draw the same event up, time and time again— strengthening a traumatic event within us again.  Which in turn is not a memory of one event a long time ago— but now—  a new event happening again, and again— every time we will exalt it within; as we RE-CREATE (as creative beings) IN THE MIND/IMAGING ROOM— a traumatic event, again and again— like little artists creating horror stories again and again: and spirits are behind this.  

It’s why people need deliverance from spirits of trauma, and for the traumatic event to be healed within a man— by the life of Jesus Christ coming forward; and for the man to now RELEASE the continued fascination, rumination, and exaltation— of a now— FORMER— traumatic ‘event:’ for it is over, and must be released: and in this releasing of it, as Jesus comes to cleanse it from our hearts, minds, emotions, and memory; it must now be set free to leave us, and thus— the spirit that desired us to be bringing into remembrance in, again and again— is also loosed from us, bringing us back into wholeness inside with and through Jesus Christ crushing all of satan’s work under his foundation/feet in us:  the memory then— dies out; and the new memory of the life of Jesus Christ, and him exalted only— comes forth.

Traumatic events— really happened to us; but upholding them as powerful to control us, and counsel us, as we recreated them over and over again within— is a satanic stronghold: it is where spirits need to be broken off as the Lord comes in with his truth, love, and person— to slay the traumatic event; by revealing himself in power within a man now.

Trauma, depression, thoughts of coupling with a spirit of death (suicide), living through satan’s perceptions, counsels, and nature— needs to be dealt with, spiritually, within a man: and this is through the truth being revealed, then exalted, as one couples with Jesus Christ— to be released from these affiliations with darkness within our souls, minds, emotions, and bodies.

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Jesus Christ has come to set the captives free: but many are still in dungeons of the false— because it is exalted within: every deliverance unto man’s soul— comes through the deliverance of Jesus Christ and his truth— coming in; and in power to save— as the truth is believed, adhered to, exalted, and affiliated with now: as we couple with him and the truth— which is walking, living, and abiding on the narrow way within, as we walk the path of the real reality within his person: this is salvation to the uttermost— and brings about freedom within man’s soul life.

The dungeon can be overcome— and indeed— this is that verse of the overcomers, who are saved in the end; the end of what?  All the overcoming with Jesus Christ, of the false identity and existence, as the idol (soulish man, a self god) is being overcome; as we exalt him and the truth inside, now, instead of the lies, reprobate, separated, darkness— within our souls.

The POWER— is in Christ Jesus and the truth being exalted within a man: and we are the only ones that can do that with him: it is our reasonable service to go low, humble ourselves, and exalt him and the truth— including seeing, believing, and walking in our own reasoning.

The self— as he said, so many times in the word of God (the holy scriptures) —must be crucified: because, truly— you are not separate from God: he has made the way, never left us, and annihilated every wall, blockage, and hindrance from us being able to join him again; when Christ Jesus fulfilled Calvary (the cross): we must BELIEVE this now, and STEP INTO THIS NOW— as Christ beckons us to follow him in this union; where he will correct our course, identity, ways, nature, and kinship: as we become the children of God, in the house of God, keeping our house with him in the earth (temple/body/soul life), and exalt his name in the earth; as we bow down to him, the truth, and the way of righteousness again— in us.

We have ALREADY been given every gift in Christ Jesus: all the power to save— in his holy Spirit and truth being exalted within us: we have a reasonable service to do unto him: obey him, reverence him, and allow him to be our Lord and God, Savior and Redeemer; and save our souls to the uttermost.

We— as our own gods— need to die to all of that nonsense; as we come into the realization that he— is living in us, and we are given to him leading us in the way, truth, and in life: the life of our spiritual husband: Jesus Christ.

When we will do this— darkness is crushed under this foundation: and we gain the victory in Christ Jesus— as we overcome; becoming the overcomers— who, in the end of all of this process— ARE THE SAVED!!!

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If you are suffering from the false identity, today; and you see yourself needing to come into the mercies of the Lord Jesus Christ: I pray you will exalt him, his truth, his life, and his way— within your souls (minds, emotions, reasonings, computations, beliefs, ways, conduct, and identity) —as your heart is laid bare before him: and the spirit and soul come together in the place of the truth and life of Jesus Christ.

For he is desiring to set you free from traumatic events that are recreated and played out— over and over again; by giving you a new reality (life) to live through: his, where he is present, more powerful, and casting every other lesser entity out, off, and away from you.  And in this— destroying the works of darkness that have been played again and again in your souls.  As he brings the truth to you, and the power of his love— and the two of you crush altars of remembrance in your heart and mind, and break covenants with this way of thinking, and cast down satan’s counsels and powers (entities) who seek to keep you entrapped in an endless cycle of recreating things that are long gone and dead (in time and space); while the Lord brings forth the eternal truth in you.

I pray you will seek him concerning depression and suicide, and the false reality, personality, and identity— that is only satan’s: as he is death (or the estranged person), who walks in chaos, pain, and confusion within: darkness.  And I pray you will— CAST OFF THE WORKS OF DARKNESS, and EMBRACE THE LIGHT and TRUTH of JESUS CHRIST (in the love of God, that comes to save you to the uttermost)!

Because— once you understand that the enemy is being believed, exalted, listened to, and covenanted with (sacredly upheld within a man, as he is given to the enemy, and becoming the enemy of peace, love, truth, and the real identity [as Jesus is]); then the TRUE ENEMY can be discerned, dealt with by the Lord Jesus Christ in the truth and power of God; AND COMPLETELY BE DESTROYED— as we exit the carnal nature/mind and headship; and come into exaltation of the way, truth, and life of Jesus Christ within our cleansed house/temple: being, now— the liberated, and glorious (looking, feeling, living the splendor of the life of Jesus Christ within) —children of the living God!

• Let us see the REAL ENEMY: and beloved— THAT IS NOT YOU: but is SATAN.

Death (hatred of your true identity) —comes from without, and is taken into us: let us CAST IT OUT, and take up with Jesus Christ, the truth, and the way of God lived in us: this is to be one with God again (as is his dream: that they— would be one, as we are; this means— that we would be set at peace, rest, and quiet again— as one with God, within us— like Jesus is with the Father).

IT IS DOABLE— for ALL THINGS with GOD— ARE POSSIBLE: and in the life of Christ Jesus— he strengthens us for this workmanship to come forward: for you can do ALL THINGS (even, and especially, casting satan down from within) —through CHRIST JESUS, who strengthens you TO DO THEM!!

Beloved— we cannot hate ourselves— without hating God, his nature, his image, and his likeness: the true identity in the life of Jesus Christ: so— it is truly that we are given in mind and heart to an impostor: AND THAT CAN BE OVERCOME AND CONQUERED IN JESUS, THE TRUTH, AND RIGHTEOUSNESS UPHELD; as our Lord comes to CLEANSE US FROM ALL EVIL!!