I am not afraid to admit when I am wrong, or guilty– it’s REPENTANCE, and I’d rather err on the side of ‘guilty,’ than to try to defend some ‘self throne’ of Justice; if unity, or disunity is a factor at play…
I’ll go with ‘forgive us our sins and trespasses, as we forgive those that trespass against us, Father.’
I’ve learned mercy– FAR OUT RANKS JUSTICE, because Justice can be accurate and fair, but mercy works with forgiveness, and unity and reconciliation, justice— doesn’t necessarily.
(I am a work in progress–
like everyone else.
Forgive me Father where I am wrong,
and forgive them Father,
where they are wrong,
BUT–
lead us into all truth instead,
and PROHIBIT US,
from being ‘tempted’ by the devil–
to eat of his OFFENSE PLATTER.
And instead–
let us eat from the FRUITS–
you serve up:
The Fruit
of
YOUR SPIRIT.)
I’m going through a lot.
(which means– I need grace and mercy extended to me in this ‘hour’)
Some know what I am talking about, as the bolder, and deeper I go with Christ, and ‘into’ Christ,
the more the demonic comes against.
Why?
Not because they have ‘increased,’ but because his anointing increases, and wherever they are now, they will HATE the ‘Jesus’ in me, and the demonic doorways that are open, will let those offending spirits ‘into’ the conversings, and they will ‘man-i-fester’ right out through people.
I have been going through a lot, serving Christ and his children the best I can– and I am doing my very best to share what is ‘freely’ given me…
to worship with (and to) the Lord…
to reveal what he is speaking to me…
to fight warfare over myself
(and more importantly OTHERS)...
to counsel behind closed doors…
and go about in ministry with the Lord, where I can too; all the while fighting physical issues and battles, soul healing battles, JUST LIKE THE REST OF US ALL.
I reckon I’m saying– I too, could use mercy and grace extended to me, I am ‘not perfect,’ and if people think they will ‘never need to practice and extend forgiveness toward me,’ then their is a ‘standard of perfection’ (through– a spirit of religion, pride, arrogance and self exaltation– rising up– to attempt to ‘wreck’ the fruits of unity and forgiveness) that one is holding me to.
I am not perfect, and Jesus does the best he can with me –as I am his bride– we are ‘one,’ HE’S IN HERE WITH ME TOO.
I am still healing inside too from an ABUSIVE CHILDHOOD– that takes WORK AND DEDICATION to heal from molestation, neglect, abuses, abandonment, no godly upbringing, rejection, etc and so on.
He is HEALING ME still, from ‘becoming’ or REMAINING HURT too, and he WILL REMOVE ME FROM– offensive spirits, during my healing process if the environment is not conducive to healing in his Spirit ways– as to not REWOUND ME.
We go into prayer, fighting in intercession for the ‘one’ in defensive mode.
(self protection = offended,
and
seeing others
as HOSTILE,
instead of
‘needing help,
mercy and grace.’)
But what transpired ‘last night,’ in my life
(one of the WORST WITCHCRAFT–
OFFENDED spirit warfare nights)
was UNLIKE ANY OTHER TIME; not only the warfare, and reasons why…
But the ‘fallout’ of that; oh yes, I use that word specifically, because it did.
The very next morning I was awakened to a letter…
(online, on a table, on a voice message,
a phone call…
doesn’t matter how,
or what medium or person–
but an ‘offense’
and
documentation of one
Was taken up
‘in the spiritual’ –against me.)
A Letter of ‘offense,’ and how I ‘should have done more, been better–’ for this person.
Well, what that led to, was a DEEP CONVERSATION with Father on forgiveness, and fruits of the Spirit, and Unity, and also– COURT.
That’s right folks, he said–
“You’ve been subpoenaed to COURT Janet; you must come and testify now.”
I’m like, “What??”
He said, “Yes, do you understand what is happening? You have had ‘LEGAL PAPERS’ drawn up against you– and satan stands accusing you; how will you plead?”
I was like–
“TO WHAT??”
He said, “To the accusations of being AN OFFENSIVE SPIRIT to this/these individuals.”
I was like…
“In what manner was I offensive– on attack against them sir? What incident was this??”
He said what was being presented as the offense, when, how, on what day and time (he’s thorough, we should recall that, and he will call us up to testify)
and I said…
“Uh, sir, I spoke with you about this already, personally Judge;’ I stood right there, and said,
“sir, that’s an haughty response, and I was only asking a question.
I asked a question, and that question was pertaining to a simple task– but was responded to– with a ‘huff,’ and a spirit of, ‘well, you didn’t tell me exactly what to do.’
Sir, it’s not my job to live other people’s lives
‘for them,’ or to BRING THEM INTO ALL TRUTH– that is the Holy Spirit’s job.
Sir, I didn’t know I needed to give all details on simple tasks, but even so…
Why was a legal INDICTMENT brought up against me– about such a ‘SMALL THING??’ “
He said…
“When brother and sister cannot ‘get along’ IN THE SPIRIT, displaying the unity, and preferring one another, but instead CHOOSE TO STAY BUDDY BUDDY with the ‘spirit of Pride,’ which is the SPIRIT OF OFFENSE…
They have chosen ‘THE OFFENSE’ spirit –to guide them, speak to them and rule their ‘spirit’– they fester on it.
Then –they DRAW UP PAPERS– to ‘indict you’ with– That is what is taking place.
So…now, I need you to present your case in defense, or in forgiveness.”
I prayed for forgiveness and mercies…
whatever I need to give forgiveness to (them) on, and also, WHATEVER WAS MY OFFENSE– if there was any…
and for UNITY TO COME…
and for REPROOF to come…
and for HUMBLING to come…
And for enlightenment of the TRUTH to come…
and for HEALING and RESTORATION/RECONCILIATION to come.
But I also prayed for– the FRUIT OF HOLY GHOST’S PRESENCE to come into play; because the ONLY REASON ‘a court case’ WAS DRAWN UP IN ‘writing,’ NOW…
before the Lord…
In a judicial, spiritual atmosphere, before ‘the throne’ of ‘his grace–’
and why WITCHCRAFT WENT ON ALL NIGHT FOR ME…
Is because ‘OFFENSE’ was entertained…
instead of: The Fruits of The Spirit, which is …
Galatians 5:22-23
“The fruit of (cause we eat off his platter)
The Spirit is– love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such
(or against ANY OTHER SPIRITUAL FRUITS–)
there is no law.” (none greater)
When we ‘choose’ –BY AN ACT OF OUR ‘will’ and HEART POSTURE– to entertain ‘defending our own Kingdom’ (wounded heart) AGAINST ANOTHER SIBLING– instead of honoring that sibling as important enough to serve up:
Love, joy, peace, long-suffering
(otherwise known as–patient love), gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance (which is self control discipline)...
and FORGIVENESS…
We have told God, “I MUST bring them to court for this HEINOUS CRIME, and you must hear this one out sir.”
I believe I have learned a lesson in this, and that is, before I go to God about someone at all…
(I have learned to
see myself as
the offender,
first…
before anyone else
((still a work in progress)),
as
I go to God over someone,
because
I MUST EXTEND
‘mercy to them,’
and
EXAMINE MYSELF
THOROUGHLY)...
I will remember, we cause GOD– TO HAVE TO COME TO COURT OVER HIS TWO KIDS, and SETTLE A SQUABBLE, that ‘satan’ SOMEHOW, WAS DRAWN INTO.
Eeeew!!
Barf!!!!
THAT– is a ‘sobering’ thought, about how we ‘take up offenses’ against one another– AND PUT GOD– smack dab in the MIDDLE OF IT; OH what ‘pains’ he must feel dealing with this.
If we cannot conduct ourselves maturely with others, God will not promote us to ‘be with others,’ because we are UNSAFE EMOTIONALLY still, and will inadvertently HURT OTHERS, as we ‘choose to still’ BE HURT and OFFENDED ‘inside,’ accusing our ‘brethren’ before ‘OUR’ Father and *JUDGE of all matters (especially sibling squabbling).
If it’s ‘there,’ anti Christ spirit ways and fruits of–
it will come out; and we are in ultra refinement right now; what CAN BE SHAKEN– WILL BE SHAKEN, to ‘show’ it is there.
God is doing ‘a work’ in his people– let him; it’s the only way you will heal.
We ALL– HAVE WORK TO DO, and we all–
can DO BETTER.
We KNOW there are offenses done against us, but we are to do ONE THING WHEN THAT HAPPENS…
And that’s this: GO TO YOUR FATHER GOD IMMEDIATELY, FORGIVE, and thereby CANCEL THE PLANS OF THE DEVIL, and KILL THE ROOT OF BITTERNESS, before it takes root and that devil operation gets you ‘MANIFESTERING’ with it,
ALL DAY, ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY, ALL NIGHT, ALL WEEK, ALL MONTH– ALL YEAR, REPEAT!!!
Folks, WILL YOU BE TESTED IN YOUR HEART???
YES!!!!
We are given ‘pop quizzes’ EVERY DAY, and GOD WATCHES to see ‘if you will pass this time,’ and recall what he put in your spirit in the past nights…
and days– of his instructions, that you are getting from: learning from his word reading, and communion– in non stop prayers with him…
And begin to OPERATE IN FORGIVENESS– preferring to SEE THE OTHER, and what they are going through as important above self…
PRAYING FOR THEM– AND SHOWING SOME ‘grace,’ IN THOSE TESTINGS.
But oftentimes, IF A DOOR TO SELF VICTIM-HOOD, PRIDE and OLD OFFENSES and operations, still are ROOTED IN…
People will ‘take up– DRAW UP offense,’ and TAKE EACH OTHER TO COURT; it is an EMOTIONAL OUTBURST, that was not conquered in the spirit, because…
There are self victim-hood, prideful ROOTS– still intact; and SHOWING THEM, SHAKING THEM, and MAKING THEM OBVIOUS: is the mercies of God in his Love.
How??
Because you were clueless they were still there, and BEING FED AND WATERED, NURTURED; he wants to ERADICATE THEM, KILL THEM– BUT…
HE CAN’T– until we ‘decide’ TO WANT TO OPERATE ONLY IN HIS FRUITS, and we CHOOSE –BY AN ACT OF OUR WILL– to no longer NEED TO DEFEND SELF, because no one is REALLY OUT TO GET THEM…
Only a ‘fallen’ spirit says such things; siblings in Christ do not set out to HURT US, and if we ‘continue’ to see THAT ALL OTHERS ARE HOSTILE TOWARD US– it will be all we see, and all we expect, and all we get.
And we will become a person of ‘woe,’ and ‘bitterness,’ and ‘pride,’ and ‘victim-hood,’ ‘sullen,’ ‘downtrodden spirited,’ ANGRY, and ‘in’ SELF EXALTATION– that’s right– it’s ‘self focus,’ that is SELF EXALTATION; pride –masquerades as HUMILITY– but runs, and is WRAPPED UP with,
a ‘haughty,’
“YOU DID ME WRONG” –heart posture.
Which is to say– heart view, perspective and attitude.
It is ‘satanic,’ as that is the ‘spirit of offense,’ and it came from satan … right here in scripture…
Hebrews 2:6-7
“But one, in a certain place– testified, saying…
What is man– that you are mindful– of him?
Or the son of man –that you visit– him?
(Jealousy, envy, rage, injustice– all manifesting, PLUS MORE, right then– in Lucifer.)
7 You made him a little lower than the angels
(he’s upset– cause that means ‘man-’ is over Lucifer, and he’s IRATE– ‘offended’); you crowned him with glory and honor, and you did –set him over the works of YOUR hands.”
(He thought– HE DESERVED that ‘position.’
He thought he ‘deserved–’ ANYTHING AT ALL.)
When we go to court– we claim the same; that OUR POSITION IS CORRECT– over brother, and usually, it’s ‘us,’ that is at fault– through PRIDE.
And satan ‘knows,’ if he GETS US TO take our brothers to COURT– we, OURSELVES– will be FOUND GUILTY and brought up on ‘charges’ of ‘guiltiness’ –WHEREVER IT APPLIES TO OUR ‘conduct’ and ‘behaviors–’
Because God is JUST; HE WILL WEIGH ALL PARTIES INVOLVED!
If we have POOPINESS IN US– that STINKS LIKE SATAN TOO– it will be addressed in court, as well.
Even when we ‘thought,’ we were taking a ‘solid case’ to God– it was to ACCUSE SOMEONE ELSE– pride… it get us– in the end…
AND LEGALLY!
–Because– we ‘took the bait,’ and ATE FROM SATAN’S OPTIONS offered up: through the spirit of– ‘offense.’
Here we see Lucifer, before he had his name taken from him– and was given only the title to wear henceforth, meaning–
The Hebrew term śāṭān (Hebrew: שָׂטָן) is a generic noun meaning "accuser" or "adversary", and is derived from a verb meaning primarily "to obstruct, oppose".
Interesting eh– but I digress; we see…
HE WAS OFFENDED at what God did, and he WAS HURT, and he DREW UP FORMAL COMPLAINT.
Folks, I am using my own life as a perfect example of how much we REALLY NEED TO GO TO CHRIST JESUS and the FATHER, and DISCUSS THOROUGHLY with him, in the Spirit’s FRUITS OF FORGIVENESS –PREFERRING ONE ANOTHER, ‘before’ we EVER…
Take them to COURT.
1 Corinthians 6:5-11
“I speak to your shame.
Is it so that there is not a wise man among you?
No? –not one that shall be able to judge between his brethren?
6 But instead brother goes to law with brother, and –before the unbelievers!
7 Now therefore, there is utterly a fault among you, because you go to law –one with another.
Why do you not rather take the wrong?
Why do you not –rather suffer yourselves–
to be defrauded?
(That says–
why can’t you just forgive the offense?
Knowing I see all– and will repay,
do you seek mercy over justice??)
8 Nay– (but) – you do wrong, and defraud, and same as your brethren.
(He is stating– you come and accuse,
and yet LIVE IN HYPOCRISY–
doing the ‘same things yourselves’
and yet are BLIND TO IT–
And
DECEIVED of this– you are.)
((very Yodda like– that sentence, lol))
9 Do you NOT KNOW that –the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God?
Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate (homosexual), nor abusers of themselves with mankind,
10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.
11 AND SUCH– were some of you: but you are (NOW) washed, you are sanctified, you are *Justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God.”
Definition– Justified –Middle English, in the senses ‘administer justice to’ and ‘inflict a judicial penalty on’: from Old French justifier, from Christian Latin justificare ‘do justice to’, from Latin justus (see just).
We can see ‘if one has been’ JUSTIFIED– which is ‘made righteous in Christ,’ one will be ADMINISTERING God’s kind of ‘Justice,’ and that is preferred as ‘MERCY and FORGIVENESS,’ as WE WERE EXTENDED MERCY AND FORGIVENESS from God…
Which is the ENTIRE POINT OF HIS SCRIPTURE VERSES ‘above.’
“The Lord, the Lord God, merciful and gracious, long-suffering, and abounding in goodness and truth, keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin …”
Exodus 34:6-7
“Therefore know that the Lord your God, He is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and mercy for a thousand generations with those who love Him and keep His commandments …”
Deuteronomy 7:9
“With the merciful –You will show Yourself– merciful …”
2 Samuel 22:26
“All the paths of the Lord– are mercy and truth, to such as keep His covenant, and His testimonies.” Psalm 25:10
And SO MANY MORE!
We can see…
One who ‘accuses a brother,’ also ‘obstructs and opposes’ RECONCILIATION/FORGIVENESS: UNITY OF THE FAITH, AND THE BRETHREN.
That’s what ‘satan’ means in definition– remember??
May we all ‘consider’ what I went through in a spiritual court proceeding this morning, and seriously take heed of ‘what spirit’ and WHY,
we are ‘actually’ operating in.
I will be reflecting and praying for our ‘enemies’ today, because they are often times called, family, friends, coworkers, spiritual brothers and sisters, and strangers you attempt to serve–’
They are confused and they are oppressed, AND WE TOO– are NOT PERFECT, and need to
SEE IF WE HAVE ‘errored’ ways in operation in ourselves…
We need to PRAY FOR THEM,
that they get SET FREE, and OURSELVES TOO!
–NOT TAKE THEM TO COURT, bringing railing accusations against them…
(and inadvertently ourselves– as Father will now, WEIGH US IN THE BALANCES– with the case)
NOT ASKING FOR JUSTICE…
(because that could mean a ‘penalty’ they may have to pay in suffering for the hypocrisy and working with our ‘enemy,’
and not
IN OUR FATHER
and his Fruits…
Which would delay and hinder coming together in the unity of the Faith– or rather,
In other words…
Coming together,
not fighting and arguing–
INSIDE CHRIST and FATHER–
because
it’s
‘hurting’ THEM.)
But, instead– to PLEAD MERCY TO THEIR CASE, which is ‘your case,’ that you are involved in too; and if ALL THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY NOW NEEDS TO BE AIRED PUBLICLY IN COURTS OF HEAVEN…
Then –SO WILL YOURS; we should heed this warning, and very, sad, sad proceedings.
Because if we cannot learn to ‘live with,’ and INSIDE OF Father NOW, together in UNITY and LOVE and FORGIVENESS– we will suffer incredibly in this lifetime, and possibly beyond…
and we will CAUSE– great harm and suffering to others.
Because he did say that if we cannot ‘dismiss’ a ‘case against another,’ HE WILL NOT DISMISS OUR CASE ‘of sin’ AGAINST US–
Because –we are STILL OPERATING WITH IT, it is NOT A FORMER SIN, or ‘former spirit partner–’ but A CURRENT ONE that WE ARE YOKED WITH, and it is MAN-I-FESTERING IN US.
Matthew 6:15
“But –if you do not forgive men their trespasses (against you)-- neither will your Father– forgive your trespasses.”
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